Second Coming - Travisty lyrics

I've seen a young man's breaking heart I've seen the evil on my shoulders I've held self righteous through I never could see straight And all this from a land Of custom license plates Keep me from noise And their good will The funk that I'm in Lasts me until The smoke that dances In my lungs and I'm OK I've had enough This child lies bleeding I'll not forget How you left me there Everything I owned I lost in the war It sure looked easy To give up on a boy his age So what were you thinking? That a rent-a-kid life was home to me Still I am living With that choice of your you made I'd give a thousand lives To see you suffer the same Now that I'm grown up Now that I'm a man I announce the d**h of family In my future plans Wish they never lived Wish I never was A Travisty