Sean Hayz - I Try lyrics

"I Try" (feat. Sean Hayz) [Bridge:] Father, I wish I coulda been a better son but I try Girl, I wish I coulda been a better man but I try I coulda been a better dad but I try I'm sorry I couldn't be what ya'll expect but I try [Verse 1:] Stride in the gled, they need a man who came with a fam and they dramas And I must provide and protect Funny how time flies, you get old and you wise Ain't no winning for losing, witness to show if you kind Either they love it or they broke the feeling Lose against life, you can feel or hear it, they'll never k** my spirit Since 13, 8th grade, middle school I started writing my own sh** and they riddle cool All of a sudden all I wanted to ridicule Gave me attention, that's when the b**hes did it too Family, spit what I did and what I would do Family, writing his sh** was all I could do Heartbroken, child trauma, wild mama Fowl drama, now karma, feel karma Huh? Got me thinking bout the wonder years When I lived to rap, now it's like I rap to live [Hook:] I know I ain't the best but I try, yea I know I ain't the best but I try I wish I could be a better son (better son) I wish I could be a better man (a better man) Wish I could be a better dad (a better dad) Sorry I couldn't be what ya'll expect though I try [Verse 2:] Me and my pops were Starsky and Hutch I don't know what I did but I know now he don't talk to me much He wonder why I be sparking it up Fearing that I'll k** my inspiration, like I can't record with a dutch Now we talk in texts f** is this? I thought we was us Where you at? They suportin my crutch That type of sh** will get Cory the clutch Make me go in my cage, set up a wall, there's nowhere to touch Blaming myself, all I did was followed your steps Had to follow my own, wouldn't follow regret My daughter's mom drop me to d**h She could f** who she wants, around my kids I won't accept Thinkin back, thinkin back like I shoulda cut school like they in on too I wouldn't have did this man No buzz to follow, no deals to follow him with that No snakes, a time that ho b**h tryin to fix a trap Yo friends back at the 20's tryin to fix a flat That was life at it's best, what I would give for that? I see em, they ain't giving what you rap How you use it just to give it back f** it [Hook:] I know I ain't the best but I try, yea I know I ain't the best but I try I wish I could be a better son (better son) I wish I could be a better man (a better man) Wish I could be a better dad (a better dad) Sorry I couldn't be what ya'll expect though I try I try... I know I ain't the best but I try I know I ain't the best but I try try A better son, a better man A better dad Oh I... I try