Sarah Fimm - In the Red lyrics

I'm kind of in a watercolor wasteland The place you go to bow and pay the toll A never-ending system of abrasions Only there to control The way you s** me up into a nightmare The dirty way you cut me with a smile I hate to admit how I love when you give it to me. In the red Crying out At the edge Looking down Every single minute takes an hour When you're in the power of the beast There's hate breeding hatred inside of my head And there's not that much left to be said In the red Crying out At the edge Looking down When you've fallen below all the sh** you've been fed And you feel like your gonna go mad Then you know you have come out alive more than dead