Saphir - Young Dad(Gigi) lyrics

[Verse 1: Swami Netero] I wish sh** Could've been different/ Another baby born Without a solid home to live in/ Since birth I tried to pivot From this specific condition/ But I guess it's hard to miss it When it's all you've ever witnessed/ We really should've split From the moment you showed your britches/ But you were the only chick That kept me going every minute/ Could never make amends There's been too many bad decisions/ And if you make one again Then I know I'll get sent to prison/ I can't say I don't love you But I'm convinced we're malignant/ So, rather than see the crypt I'll choose to love you from a distance/ If only for our kid 'cause she deserves a happy crib/ Even if that means she's got to live With just one of us in it/ Don't know how I'ma visit When I still don't even whip it/ And you'll live ten hours away At least while she's still an infant/ But I'm the one that did this So it's up to me to fix it/ Got to face the consequences 'cause that's just the problems of a young dad/ [Hook(x2): Saphir & Swami Netero] Saphir: Ain't no turning Back time now/ I don't want to think About the past, so/ My inner fire Brings the light out/ ? My soul/ Swami Netero: Ain't no turning Back time now/ You made your bed You got to lie down/ You ain't allowed To get psyched out/ You got a life you got to Try and guide now/ [Verse 2: Swami Netero] Sometimes it makes me Want to cry, yo/ 'cause neither of my parents Had both of theirs in their lives/ And they split right before my eyes So I'm just tryna break the cycle/ But it seems more unlikely The more time that pa**es by/ 'cause all we ever do is fight I swear it's bound to drive me psycho/ Not tryna lose my mind And turn into the very guy/ That my mother had always liked Punching holes all over our nice home/ I'd rather die than become Just what I despise most/ So I'm going ghost Before the violence gets to wild/ 'cause, know denying, i can see it In your eyes you're spiteful/ Been a while since you smiled But you're 'bout to have our child/ So we got to be her idols Instead of acting like rivals/ I hate to jeopardize The family that I fantasized/ But tryna subscribe to that design Will only excite our trials/ I got to keep it mindful 'cause that's vital while we try/ And come to a compromise 'cause that's just the problems of a young dad/ [Hook] [Verse 3: Swami Netero] Yo, I'm about to go berserk 'cause that ain't even the worst/ What really hurts is you saying I can't be there for her birth/ Just 'cause I won't f**ing be with you 'cause it ain't never worked?/ I'm sick of taking these chances Yo, I'm thinking long term/ But I put that on the turf If you try to keep me from her/ I'ma go and cop a chopper Just to run in their and merk/ Every doctor, every nurse And everyone you let observe/ Just to teach your a** a lesson 'bout robbing me for the first/ Chance I'll ever have to prove to her I'm with her 'til the dirt/ 'cause that's an opportunity That'll never return/ If it was me or her Then I'd gladly be in a hearse/ sh**, if I ever had to choose Then I'd pick her over the earth/ Over music, over units Over loot that I can splurge/ Just so I can be the parent That my parents never were/ And show her that she's cherished More than I can put in words/ But you just don't seem to care 'cause that's just the problems of a young dad/ [Hok]