Samuel - Astral Projection lyrics

Astral Projection [Verse 1: Welsh] Living out the nightmare somebody tell me the message please Cause im living lesson free Friends been thinking less of me While im searching for the best in me im giving myself therapy Spinning on the broken vinyl searching for the remedy Demons blessing me & angels resting see ive been cursed all along The sunset over the mountains holds strong The waves crash wrong & the shore line is barely holding on The sun explodes & nature is my home Spirits in the sky & spirits in the ground Im losing control of how I react Attack the black & when I close my eyes I leave my body & I can fly I can hide behind objects a normal human can't see Im on a mission to stay existent & be everything I can be Im wishing to stay demented & do everything I plan see over time you obtain the strain The things you lose you begin to gain Walking the world like a second nature The new year im late for & these few tears I hate more I dont feel like a human I feel like a zombie, a maniac, a creeper, or a spirit Out of my body & in a grave like the real nick shot meI'm looking for hope I see demons in the shadows but I know the real nick got me Lost in my own personality If I asked my 7 year old self what he thought of me he'd be afraid of this reality & its sad to say how im getting through these days is still magic to me [Hook: Welsh] Looking up into the night sky Always been a shy guy Wondering when it'll be my time Im out of my body floating In my dreams hoping Im out of my body floating Astral projection [Verse 2: Welsh] What im faced with is everything im displaced with My girl loves me but its hard to face it that everyday Im not sure with my own thoughts & I just wanna be basic I wish I was care free then maybe id stress less & be able to take it Cause each step feels like a mile Ive been here a while They say experience with time but im more out of my mind than ever Everybody says it gets better Thats what k**s me they dont understand im racing a straight path & every street sign says it'll never get better Living through the lucid nightmare as I stare at my physical body Hopin the real nick got me I hope this soul rots see its a catastrophe mixed with a beautiful masterpiece Its astral projection teaching me the right message Its life giving me the right lesson Lost in my own personality If I asked my 7 year old self what he thought of me he'd be afraid of this reality, its sad to say how im getting through these days is magic to me Hook [Verse 3: Welsh] I feel bad for myself when nick makes music He abuses it & uses it to tell his feelings I dont even write the music The pen is just in my hand Demons were never a part of the plan Unsaid thoughts make me understand this is more than serious & Nick if your hearing this were both fearing this I feel no control I feel no emotion I just write the emotions Im holding These outta body experiences are horrific I just hope one day I learn & feel terrific Im sad & lonely I dont know if angels or demons who control it & itd be best to not know Writing notes on my arm Playing like a rookie with the mind state of a don Scratches on my heart, while success bringing me harm And Im pushing for acceptance till im gone Lost in my own personality If I asked my 7 year old self what he thought of me he'd be afraid of this reality & its sad to say how im gettin through these days is still magic to me Hook