Sam Ray - An Abundance of Strawberries lyrics

I don't want to miss you But I already do For all I know It's already in you Every day spent on the couch Law & Order SVU It's true, it's TruTV For all I know it's in me I know sometimes I can't leave my bed I know I've sung it again and again I've tried to make a deal with God It k**s me when I can't make you feel loved She wants to die by An abundance of strawberries Though we don't talk anymore That stuck with me all these years apart And when I want to die, I think about An abundance of strawberries I will lie down and sleep In strawberries, strawberries I know I haven't lived so well I've tried to own up to it now I just want to make a deal with God I just want a better life for my mom