Saint Asonia - Even Though I Say lyrics

Oh, how I try to pick up what I leave behind The trail of lies, it follows me all the time I've known all along the difference of right or wrong The damage has been done and I can't just rewind But I can try and try and try 'cause it makes me feel alive And even though I say I'm sorry I'm this way And even though I've changed People will stay the same And even though I don't play I've become fair game And if you're looking at me Like I'm the cause of your living hell Well take a look at yourself Oh, how you cry when I leave for the other side Something makes me wanna go away but I can't decide You knew all along the difference of right and wrong This movie feels like it's too long but you can't just rewind But you can try and try and try if it makes you feel alive And even though I say I'm sorry I'm this way And even though I've changed People will stay the same And even though I don't play I've become fair game And now you're looking at me Like I'm the cause of your living hell Just take a look at yourself You make me feel like I'm so small I keep sinking in this hole I'm getting closer to the edge One more step and watch me fall You said so much I believed it all You can lie and lie and lie If it makes you feel alive And even though I say I'm sorry I'm this way And even though I've changed People will stay the same And even though I don't play I've become fair game And if you're looking at me Like I'm the cause of your living hell Well take a look at Just take a look at you Well take a look at yourself