Saigon - Pain in My Life lyrics

(Pain in my life) [Saigon] Young Felicia was only four when she learned how to ride a bike Now she fourteen ridin' every Tom, Dick, and Mike I tell her "that ain't nice, why you livin' so trife" She said please, "MYOB, homie, you don't know me" (It's so much pain in my life) Her sister the same Felicia claims she the one that hipped her to the game She f**ed Jermaine because Jermaine had a shiny chain Now when she pee on the potty she feel a minor pain And she noticing her vagina changing; and not for the better She see bumps and all kinds of things The doctor suggested for her take a HIV test, she said "Yes" Now it's peace in which she waiting to rest, she so stressed (So much pain in my life) And so say the bum on the corner When I ask him why he bummin' for quarters Was it him, or was it government order; Said he thirsty I offered him water, but he said he want somethin' stronger He said it's (pain my life) He need a lil something to numb it Somethin' that's gonna burn a hole in his stomach First I said "naw", but then after talking to him; It was clear That his wife was his life and dope had murdered the woman (So much pain in my life) That bum used rum to keep His feelings numb; Felicia was out there k**in' em Her a fatherless daughter, him a daughterless father She a nymphomaniac, he got his thoughts in the bottle Would it help for them to walk with a bible? They both say, "nah" they find Religion awkward as I do I could holla, give a dollar but what more could I do Not much, they got f**ed, it's what we call survival [Hook: Trey Songz] (So much pain in my life) If there was pain up heaven Wouldn't the rain leave bloodstains (down here) Cause down here, not much changed in the game Cause everybody wanna thug, man (So much pain in my life) If you knew the pain I sustained Just from lettin' my gun bang You would pump your breaks young man You would jump in the other lane [Saigon] (So much pain in my life) I know how it feel I been in jail where none of my n***as keepin' it real No dough, no mail, it was "yo, go to hell" Now they jell cuz I'm hangin' out with Cocoa Chanelle And even though I got pain in my life I keep it discreet I got a deal, still sleep in the street Y'all hustle to get the keys to a jeep; til the judge Throw the book at you f**er, tell you to read it and weep (So much pain in my life) And let me not forget about Leonard The preacher been feelin' on Leonard for a minute Told him that if he told his soul would be demented And even if he made it to the gate he wouldn't get in it It's (pain in my life) Y'all n***as use pain for a gimmick But Leonard pain got pushed to the limit Found him layin on a sofa one night, his throat sliced With a suicide note and a knife, yo what he write? (So much pain in my life) And he's no longer wantin' to live it Breathin' is no longer important, forget it What he didn't write is he was molested since he was five And would rather die before he was forced to admit it He said it's (pain in my life) This pain n***as feel everyday My middle finger wave hi to the critics If y'all didn't get it, then what? Then maybe I should just stay away Let my man Trey Songz and them hit it [Hook] - repeat 2X