Sage Francis - Rewrite/50 Ways lyrics

Come now, sit down, stick a while Really She said: Forever. I said forever? Forever ever? forever ever ever ever ever ever ever? Apparently forever only means four year! This is the rewrite... this right here This is the rewrite... this right here This is the re-write, to anyone who has been f**ed over in their life This to the woman who I used to respect Now I call her a b**h cause I'm constantly upset So this is to the +b**h+ who cut communication For a new relation Selfishness spread through the nation All I ever wanted was a hug To wrap my loving arms around you, you blew it off with a shrug So all I ever wanted was a hand to hold I ain't the man to scold Your plan is cold but god damn its old It's about time get inside of my head while I'm out my mind As I scream cry yell shout and whine All I ever asked for Was an ear to hear me What you really have to wear that mask for? You straight shattered my gla** jaw I'm picking up the pieces of my past, what you last saw But see this, needless to say, you went astray All people ever hear Sage say is I don't give a damn, I don't care All I hear from myself tryin' to make things clear Yeah, I don't give a fu*k for real I don't fu*kING CARE You know why? The pain stops with the end of raindrops But this cloudy weather just reminds me of the time we spent together How you left forever like that with a snap of fingers Pain lingers, this is to the Woman who I made my family I call her up just to save my sanity So this is to that +b**h+ She be right here, a monster in my reoccurring nightmare Now when my grandfather died, And my grandmother died, And my dad f**in' died She saw me and just ignored me like "Sorry end of the story" My family's dropping like flies somehow I got to rise But nobody's by my side, can't look straight into my eyes No one's by my side, look straight into my eyes My fist grabs air, stare into the lies I never felt more lonely, I made you the one and only Individual to know me. This is the thanks that you show me? I never felt more lonely, I made you the one and only Individual to know me, never thought that you'd turn phony But you did, I'm going all out kid I got mad hate to deal with Yo,I'm having trouble letting anyone get close to me That's a major problem because that's not the way it's supposed to be Supposedly, I should keep my composure Now, I'm like "wow", it's time for me to seek closure Pictures are destroyed - overexposure Ever get that feeling that nobody really knows ya'? This is to the woman who I called my best friend Now I call her b**h, because she made the switch to that +b**h+ Who I shouldn't disrespect I call her woman just to keep myself in check f** that The problem that's all inside my head she said to me The answer's easy if you take it logically" I'd like to help you with your struggles to be free Must be 50 ways to diss your ex lover] Without calling her a b**h Without calling her a bi-atch! So six years it took for her to talk to me again. Six years!. I woul email, i emailed my way back into her life. All her co-workers would play her all my songs. "did you hear this one, did you hear this one?" And then, we go back together. And we started hanging out a lot. It was beautiful. And it was very close to the end of my musical career, because, i just couldn't write anymore, it was like, i have no girl to cry about, i have no songs... But then i had s** with her mom. And i've a lot more to write about now.