Ryshon Jones - Her Remedy lyrics

Life ills getting real henny in that red cup..she at a party filled with n***as that she f**ed...i vowed to never judge her by her past.but I was doin dirt in the present she never asked.. Kept myself covered..she tells me that she loves me..i tell her that I love her..but I dont really mean it well it happend so fast had me questioning the meanin..she textin me she tell that she fiending She said inside of me u got a home and I just wanna feel u there..make me cum..just off the thought knowin that u care..for me..i want u forever thats beyond who I been ..in a room for my emotions u see me for who I am And ur touch is genuine..i feel protected u rub my clit as u kiss my kneck and lips I close my eyes n take a trip. this small world we created im embedded in..overdosin every night s** is the medicine [Im a liar.yes im liar look into her eyes holding secrets because they all disappear when im inside her,but you believe me,why do you believe me,lord knows if you knew what I never told you guarantee that you would leave me ] Have u ever seen the devil in the eyes of a girl u hittin raw while she beg u to cum inside..sh** a drive u crazy..have a internal war..how u can love somebody but love ur sanity more Traumatized when she was young she got ******** by a girl...well her bestfriend..and that made her confused on how to feel as she got older she would play with dudes emotions..f** em then its over she would do it for the thrill Her parents wasn't around she needed attention yea it seems..she said thats why she started havin s** at 13..3 abortions to her name .the next one won't be allowed.she said the next time im pregnant im hope its wit your child I smile but in denial..won't show it..play it along..why hell I still around my gut feeling speaking strong bipolar disorder/ she showed her beautiful ugly..but she would burst in tears then turn around and say f** me Im a liar.yes im liar look into her eyes holding secrets because they all disappear when im inside her,but you believe me,why do you believe me,lord knows if you knew what I never told you guarantee that you would leave me **********..union station pick up a couple months pa** im mot happy when im with her..no misunderstanding .she told me that she dont want deception..couldn't let my guard down some sh** was questioned/..she was talking that wife sh**..25..midlife crisis..see she said she feared living the life that her mom did..and since she found me she avoided being reminded but sadly Im a liar.yes im liar look into her eyes holding secrets because they all disappear when im inside her,but you believe me,why do you believe me,lord knows if you knew what I never told you guarantee that you would leave me