Powder - Up Here lyrics

Everybody want a mother and a father Everybody need a sister and brother I'm a winner I'm a loser I'm a number I got a situation pending It's all an illusion Cause thats what you said It's part of the process I'm learning to fuse them I'm wise on the topic Of constant confusion I love you Then I hate you Then I love you again How'd I get up here I always thought I'd end up way down there Only I would stop to even care Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Doing favours for the neighbour in the backyard Watching rover leaning over in the front yard I give them money and i dont know where it's going Another situation pending Abusive conditions A means to an ending Controlling the system I'm always depending On hearsay it's bullsh** Mixed signals your sending I love you Then I hate you Then I love you again How'd I get up here They told me I would End up way down there Only God herself would even dare Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh It's all an illusion Cause thats what you said It's part of the process I'm starting to fuse them I'm wise on the topic Of constant confusion I love you Then I hate you Then I love you again How'd I get up here I always thought I'd end up way down there Only I would stop to even care How'd I get up here (Oh Oh Oh Oh)