Porter Ray - Dissolving in a Daydream lyrics

[Verse 1: Porter Ray] I found a woman that I wanted but I couldn't have She make me smile when I'd see her But she wouldn't laugh I see her dance subtly Her movement held mystique Her body language paint a picture So I felt her speak Melted tree Talked for hours over several weeks Infatuated, friendships never felt this deep sh** is deep, understand she had a another man With other plans Puttin' carats in her wedding band A better man than I would have been Breakin' up grams, eyes closed Hit the wood again... I reminisce Heaven's kiss Hit my hood again Cruise by her old crib thinkin' 'bout what coulda' been I miss her voice... Envision Venus in the night sky My dream's vast King at last, but I still can't redeem the past Fiend for cash viscously I couldn't keep her a** Hit the gas and imagine when I seen her last I hope she happy in her new house Honeymoon, then she moved south wit' her new spouse Pool house, big back yard, all of that Tried to contact her jack But she ain't called me back I'm fallin' back... I see her face frozen in my photographs... And think that maybe she's the one I was supposed to have Our chosen paths separated Guess I hesitated too long... Now shorty moved on... Tell me where you been... [Hook: Porter Ray] Tell me where you been [Verse 2: Porter Ray] I had a homie who was stuck within his frame of mind Same as mine but I figured that it'd change wit' time He don't change his grind He jus' rearrange the crime 29 in his pictures postin' gang signs Aimin' .9's Take nine or he'll take your shine Instagram'ing guns Ain't afraid to face the time Flee the cops Squeeze Glocks through a t-top His heat co*ked, still hold cream... Yo, who need rock? A homicide took my brother, left me traumatized So I monetize my memories far beyond the skies World is ours But he shotty in a stolen car... In drive-bys, sparks fly like fallen stars Things fall apart, pieces to the puzzle crumble Young and humble tryna' make it thru this f**in' jungle Huggin' bundles Pushin' poison to our brothers' uncles Lust for hundos, the cycle keep us in the struggle It been a minute since I spoke wit' him Ain't seen his face Even longer since I smoked wit' him Back when I was broke wit' him... Sweet aromatic cigarillos Laid back puffin packs by the pillow, still though... Compress chronic in my chest help me digest food for thought See the block make us digress Life's test separated us through life's quest He drownin' without a life vest... Tell me where you been [Hook: Porter Ray] Tell me where you been