PMtoday - Don't Exist lyrics

I remember when we were young And I showed signs of a promising love, I could hear church bells ringing But they never rang for us because I could never learn to trust or commit, So you wrote that you would carry All the love for the both of us, At the time I thought this would be enough, I'll just wallow in some dying lust, I remember when I was insane, When I thought people didn't change. I thought we were making progress, But your body language contradicts Your monologue of pretext so I'll admit, I'm losing interest and my love was a pretense, I'm tired of these failing attempts to balance myself Between what you want and the opinions of everyone else. I keep rewinding progress. I know I'm a fiasco. But it's not your fault, we were young and impressionable. Though the man that you love doesn't love you at all, He's still a good man. I'm still a good man. I guess. Well I'll look at all the lonely people. They say it's all my fault, that I'm alone because I'm tenacious and I do not care. So I'll just ignore the lonely people. To them I know I don't exist. I'm losing all my best friends, we were all hypocrites. I'm losing all my best friends and I don't exist.