Pink Turns Blue - Sadness lyrics

I close my eyes and dream To escape my lies So that only beauty remains Heavy to light Bound to nothing Desire to fall Soothing or healing Forgotten next day No smile and no sadness Just fading away I've come to call you the meaning Of my life But hastened to the end And full of bile Unable to wake you Didn't get what you meant It's grown so ugly Like a slower d**h No smile and no sadness Just fading away