Picture It In Ruins - Ma** Affect lyrics

I make my own luck As the pieces unravel themselves When will I trust in this to unfold at my feet Don't try to comprehend what this is all about Why spend all this time trying to figure it all out This is my life and I can't let go My mind wages war on all I know This is the only part you may not get I will end this how I see fit I'll make my own path through this one Won't need any signs from up above Step by step, I set the pace Redifine me I can't say, exactly, but you'll know If I ever, define, failure And when the time comes, a new song is sung, life marches to it's own beat once again And I refuse to wait forever for a sign, cause all it seems to do is f** with my mind The piece of paper on the desk expects me to apologize, but tough sh** this is my life Once again I wait As the pieces unravel themselves When will I trust in this to unfold at my feet