Piano Magic - Halloween Boat lyrics

I'm in my halloween boat with a hole in my heart the size of a girl Pacific postman, 30 west by 50 east on a black sea that joins up countries My life is one second slow ' says here on my watch ' that's how i know I'm a map-pin on a dead sea marking out 30 west by 50 east On the off-chance that anyone should wish to know A trail of letters waltz on the tide back to maritime plaza from my halloween boat And it's so cold, you can hear the moon My life is one second slow ' says here on my watch ' that's how i know There's a hole in my heart the size of a girl ' 30 by 50 In my pocket, a letter ' a "let's make it better" note But i'm all out at sea, asking the harbour to come this way, closer, to swallow me And there's a hole in this boat the size of a star that i plug with the letter The "let's make it better." a peep show for jesus. He looks through the stars