PhemieC - Without You lyrics

Worth, it's something you can earn It's something like belonging But nothing like belonging to And love is wanting to protect To fight until you're wrecked Coming back reformed, reborn, and stronger too And it's not easy It hasn't been easy It's not getting easier To go on without you Hate, and guilt and grief and rage I tried but couldn't save you From what you were searching for Those things I couldn't understand You smiled and held my hand And that's the touch I'm hurting for And it's not easy It's hasn't been easy Nothing's been easy And I'm full of doubt too And it's not for me This world you adored I am trapped on these shores Without you Why, I would have followed where you lead If I could bleed I would have bled If I could give myself instead If I could you what he gave you Anything to save you Anything to keep your curiosity at bay Anything to have you And to hold you If I could I would have told you Anything, anyone but him And it's no surprise I love him, how couldn't I And I see you in his eyes, in his wisdom and his kindness And the way he's always right And it's not easy to realize it's getting harder all the time Harder to miss you And it's not easy It's true But nothing was ever easy With you