Petriform - Red Heart LED lyrics

I do remember it so well; it's in my blood now; can't you tell? You know I grew up observant A house is only but a home; the fleeting semblance of a throne I know I do not deserve it Never felt like I was worth it Although in those days I declined to show my true feelings at any time Always had you there in my mind If I could see the future so, I would have tried to tell you not to go Didn't ask for what is now mine And the clock runs down so slowly, but everyone runs out of time And in the months since it's been through, it still feels like I'm the one who left you How could I have been so selfish? There was no funeral by sea; I let your wishes slip away from me No excuse for being rebellious Even worse to have been jealous And just when wounds begin to mend, no please, oh no; it's happening again I'm not sure that I can take this More despondent in my stasis Didn't ask for what is now mine And the clock runs down so slowly, but everyone runs out of time