Peter Songolo - But For Now lyrics

[Intro - Skits Vicious] Yeah, you know, my girlfriend always wonders... Why I act this way And I tell her: You never lived the life I lived But when we have kids and I gotta tell'em a bedtime story... This is the song I'll sing for them yo... [Chorus - Skits Vicious] I have lost more than I have gained Destroyed myself long to fight the pain Know a whole lot I'd like to blame Trust me I'd like to change... [Verse 1 - Skits Vicious] But for now I'm afraid your gonna have to wait another day My advice is for you to run away You won't like me when I'm angry or happy for that matter Either way, I get pissed off like a bad bladder You ask when it's better but no matter the weather My reign of terror on the planet will never stop I'm bout to cancel my agenda And say f** it all Managers, promoters and fans can s** a ball I ain't love-able, I'm off the wall All I care for is s**, d** and rock'n'roll I'm like Bad Blake I drink every damn day! Make that muddy money in a second call it cash clay And I don't hang with crooks that is half way k**er We make you die slow like your a** J. Dilla I come from the pits where the rottle snakes slither You thought life's sweet? Well... The last taste's bitter! [Chorus - Skits Vicious and Dopey Rotten] [Verse 2 - Dopey Rotten] But for now I'm a frequent flyer You want that dope sh**? I'm your supplier No ceasefire I keep on hitting you I breeze thought murderation on ya hole crew f** the past boy everyday is brand new Your not making moves your a f**in' statue From my point of view I do what I have to Leave the world baffled victorious in battle I'm too much to handle, European vandal I burn down ya house like a candle I know my capabilities I never gamble Their ain't gonna be ha**le ya to fragile I'll end ya misery so be thankful Just enter our world just take the capsule No more boy in the corner, Dizzee Rascal King of the castle I'm k**ing all mammals [Chorus - Skits Vicious and Dopey Rotten] [Verse 3 - Jay Reaper] But for now I live my life more than delirious (No sh**) It's like a trip to the moon sh**'s oblivious (n***a how you feel?) Psychically I'm fit I hope my spirit is So I face my enemies they dead serious Picture pyramids Me meditating in the main shaft My brain halves is so fast The motherf**in' code cracks But for now I got them cold raps Sold my soul to the Jackson's and now I'm feelin' so bad Evel knievel I'm runnin' over people Lethal with a vehicle the way I'm livin' sh** is not legal I'm runnin' bustin' till the point you get concussions n***as lustin' for some real motherf**in' russian cussin' I wanna grab my ex and tell her that I love her Tell her nobody above her but the b**h is too stubborn So I might as well just grab a pillow start to smother wrap her body in the covers girl I love ya I know what you did last summer Me? I was workin' on my music With a crew so Vicious They Rotten loose and Roofless Tell me that I'm useless I'll use this tooth pick When I'm done with yo teeth you can only eat a soup dish My main point is I got motherf**in' problems Now and then I'm dwelling off but my meaning is to solve 'em But for now But for now I'mma drop 'm Until I hit the motherf**in' bottom