Pete. - Awake lyrics

I don't want to see I'll drown so deep I can't even stand myself I don't wanna fall down and spit at me I just wanna tell myself I'm awake yeah I don't wanna sleep my eyes still shut Don't you wanna down on me I don't let anyone tell me this pain is for free Oh oh I am not awake yeah Try Take You know I'm not still awake Yeah Try Take You know I'm not still awake Open up your black hole I'll feel you from the inside It teaches me to fear me I know Let it be a lesson you know you've been warned, oh oh I am not awake yeah Try Take You know I'm not still awake Yeah Try Take You know I'm not still awake I don't wanna feel this way I don't wanna feel this way I don't wanna feel this way I don't wanna feel I don't wanna feel this way I don't wanna feel this way I don't wanna feel this way I don't wanna feel Don't you feel ashamed to peel back my skin And hide me away I don't mind if you say so I am not awake yeah Try Take You know, I'm not still awake Yeah Try Take You know I'm not still awake I'm awake I'm awake I'm awake I'm awake