Perspective, a Lovely Hand to Hold - I Get Really Dizzy Sometimes lyrics

It all started with your half hearted bullsh** You never meant a single word that you said to me You were a f**ing catastrophe I just want to forget Everything in my head I just want to forget Everything in my head I know that you're only a phone call away (All of your worst intentions) It's everything that I wanted to say (I can't wait for my new replacement) I'll put on a new pair of pants That I haven't worn since before we dated I've been saving for just this occasion You're an addict of sorts To a litany of the worst things that I've ever heard And I wouldn't care to mention While you're walking around your college campus I am home here alone in Nashua While you're out late at f**ing parties That I can't stand to be around I guess that that's just the difference between you and me You see one of two things and I see three See your complexion it haunts me You've been dousing yourself in cosmetics to hide completely So what the f** is your problem? I guess that you and I were just never meant to be So stop talking about me