Pentagram (US) - Devil's Playground lyrics

All thoughts wet gray and ugly my mind misunderstood I see the wind rip through me I'd feel it if I could Wake some days and feel like life is not for me I hold my head low and slowly fall down to my knees Venom inside, unconscious seed Laughing obscenely it's telling me My head's on fire and all I see Is this black sky Shake in desperation I jump at every sound Throw my face into my hands my body's hit the ground How can this all be over, where will I go from here My mind's creation, suffering revelations writhe around in fear Venom inside a poison seed Laughing obscenely it sickens me My head's on fire now I see My life a lie Ravaging decay in the face of the living, piece of rotting slow, drifting, hiding, hungry, weak and aging man ......please help me up from this place I've been each moment I'm here, I'm in too deep and I die a little more My mind was blind but now I see The Devil inside was a poison seed Can't k** my soul, only deceive Brought back to life and now I'm free My life is alive……..