Pen and paper - Don't remember me lyrics

Just one time i wanted you to listen to me voiceless trying to say the things you hurt for me being open to suggestion to be normality tryed to fit in so you wouldn't talk about me you look at me and you see nothing but your reality just a ghost waiting to be set free please let me speak i've got nothing to say you see me and i think what stu stu is wrong with me i'll show you what you think is wrong with me just attack me when i'm strung out emotionally you'll regret ever getting to know me make you pay violently emo blinded me i hated the words that you all called them making them feel worse just trashed them pushing them over the edge almost over that ledge crying haha i'm in a bad mood fokay it's ok he'll get over it i'm pretty, sure you are we didn't makeover it all too unfit it's all in your head just go to bed here's a pill to make you believe your not in your head screaming internally, blinded by what you made for me addicted to disease that you xXx'd internetionally accidents happen to make you feel better emotionally d**h machine i stronger when it doesn't k** me kept it all inside the future i skipped for me scarred automatically to keep me happy temporarily all in all i just wanted to dream become my dream and set foot my own reality lost in the past i couldn't set myself free broke the hits when i decided hell maybe took my dream plucked to my in sanity got sent to hell, where all those who didn't make it just like me found a brand new reality. believed what they tryed to make me see bouncing back and forth between godly and forsaken me listened to all the words just getting school'd idgaf, but i really do i'm such a tool. i really miss swimming in my pool before i got forced into what everyone does so uncool making rash decisions, gotta get that paper in on time where do you see yourself in 10 years? i see get myself the sublime outa here blindly leading us all to the system crate hollywood ended my fate stealing emotions from me oh that was just so sad squeezed out like spongebob and american dad you live too fast beat boxing was a blast should've had you sign my cast nothing may be my everlast