Peel - Loaded lyrics

I am a friend You watch me slip again and again I know your name You tore me up, left to bleed But I still want you..... I come, it will blow Yeah, I'm clear like rain, but I feel like snow into the bends I can't see where it all ends I'm wide awake But still asleep Again the buzzing in my ears Yeah, I'm a loaded,loaded,loaded,loaded gun Pull the trigger, I will shoot you one by one Here comes the day Will sweep my sorrow and lies away The ground is so cold In the morning sun, feel overthrown I'm wide awake.......etc