Pears - Green Star lyrics

[Verse 1: Zach Quinn] Garbed in misery A mirror of my world Vomit still speckles my bib Lowly imps of pity swarm Like buzzards in the sun To lull me to sleep in my crib I dream of you And then I dream of something else I lust to be lustful once more Recounting failures I have failed once again The kismet I cannot ignore [Pre-Chorus: Zach Quinn] Inside of this crater I have combed for days For any small sliver Moments looped, replayed [Chorus: Zach Quinn] I wanted to save you I haven't the strength to save us both I long to be near you Your ship is now miles out from my coast I still get your messages No flickers of light will bring you back What was almost blinding fades slowly to black [Verse 2: Zach Quinn] Alone, confused, with a body I abused Silenced by a monster in my place Defeat, pa**enger seat Driver steals my voice and wears my face [Chorus: Zach Quinn] I wanted to save you I haven't the strength to save us both I long to be near you Your ship is now miles out from my coast I still get your messages They're useless but mean the world to me Recalling my mother Smiling down at the proud little boy I used to be [Outro: Zach Quinn] This river runs higher To all I've ever desired I washed up on purpose Drowning on the surface In envy of what he became A dying green star