PayBac - Lonely and Depressed lyrics

I've been feeling lonely and depressed Strippers man when i get low I'm at my best Hopes all you got you hope-less Drink till i lose fo-cus African rapper Slave to the cul-tures Trydta k** myself But I'was afraid of the vul-tures That's Irrational,I'm evolving Sick of internet n***as e-balling Kinda wish i died from ebola Hey jesus i got a problem Help me solve it I think i think too much Its always too little. its always too much Pa** the baton to me Now the past tryna catch up to me Too broke to try to get the girl that matters to me S'why i act like she don't matter to me Place i should call home's just a mattress to me No comedian but everybody laughing at me Man Pack my bags Gotta run from the past And i'm never coming back Even if i get cash That's the way its gotta to be Can only give you half of me So if anybody ask of me Tell em I'm headed to the place I'd rather be Even tho i don't know where that be But anyplace better than where i be And anything's better than memories My biggest fear is drowning in the seas But even thats better than memories Insecurities getting the best of me Free my mind but take the rest of me Tell me why you try,tell me why you lie,tell me why you hide,? It don't matter my darling x5 Live or you die,fall or you fly,hell or the sky It don't matter my darling x5 Never get enough darling Chase it till you gone and Kids follow on and On and on and Living for tomorrow and Tomorrow never come and You still holding on and On and on and First you flying Next you falling First its the sky Next its the floor and Next you the eagle Next you the worm And on and on and On and on and I feel like living life ain't worth it Like why am i living life if its worthless They say to live right you need a purpose But i never got a hug from a purpose And I've been dropping all these tapes too Got all everybody dropping tapes too They Won't admit it but they worry I see it in how they hurry Drop tapes in a flurry Boy i hope they do great too Imma just keep pushing for my breakthrough Breakthrough to breakthrough 8 roofs 10k downloads no label Hey ma your son's on the radio Yeah Rejected stone getting stoned in the corner Now the chief corner stone Chiefing in the corner all alone Coroner on speed dial on my phone Cos i don't wanna die alone Wonder if I'm bouta die and all I'm hearing is a dial tone Will i.... Nevermind bro Its either I'm the greatest alive or suicide no inbetweens I took a million chances,did a million dances, made history Been down and out,kicked to the ground uplift me Been holding on, i ain't too strong, a**ist me I'm on my own,I'm all alone,its just me I'm a broken man tryna keep it together come fix me If i don't make it tonight,play this song all Night and sing with me If i did you wrong when you hear this song forgive me I fought the good fight, so when its good night don't weep for me If i leave tonight I'm in a better place don't miss me I made mistakes that i have to face if it k**s me But que cera cos what will be is what will be Put my skin on my album cover come feel me When the light goes and the night comes it hits me Wonder when i die, if anybody'll cry or even miss me Like sticks in a broom If i stick with you We could do anything I've been living in pain That's cos you went away I've been praying for the rain I'm at home with the gloom Too sad to even move Too hard to say goodbye More than just another moon Like sticks in a broom If i let you go And my feelings show I'll be all alone No one else can take Me for who i became Its so hard to be a man But you showed me i can No-one else can understand How you made me complete When you came from the skies And you wiped my eyes And you cleaned my feet Lemme dance to the tune Like sticks in a broom