Paul Weller - Failed lyrics

Between the devil and the deep blue sea Between a rock and a carbonised tree And everyone quite easily says, "Bye" I banished all when I went away I never said what I wanted to say And everytime I brought it up I failed I hate myself when it gets to this I'm just a coward when it comes to it And everytime I try to reach I fail If everything was different now How different would I be? If I could change one thing around Would that pattern still be complete? I banished all when I went away I couldn't face standing there all day Tryna think of clever things to say I bailed If everything was different now How different would I be? If I could change one thing around Would that pattern still be complete? What kind of person have I really been? I never took it, I just follow a dream And all the things I just don't get And all the words I never meant And all things that make no fu*king sense I failed Oh, I failed Mmm, I failed Mmm, I failed Oh, I failed