Paul McKinney - Capri lyrics

I fear for my sanity I fear for my life Now that you've gone What will I do Since you abandoned me Where will I go Can I find another Is it even possible Do I dare to hope Should I keep it in my dreams It is unbearable Amazingly unfair My judgment gets clouded My emotions take over Only in your presence Do I come alive And yet to you I'm already dead You're like a drug A toxic potion So beautifully addictive But vicious and deadly Your friendship was a blessing You brought the curse Freedom is what I long for It's what I need the most Daily I wonder What if? What if? What if? Then you appear And it starts all over