Pascale Picard - Smilin'!! lyrics

I am not gonna make it I can see the crowd around me Is getting bigger, and as it is I'm trying to figure out Why I feel so isolated I have my friends But don't have much time for them I have my house A tiny pocket in my luggage I have my boyfriend But he's also so tired of listening to me Every single day Seems like a mountain to climb Every single word It takes all my strength to get it out I'm tired of talking about me But in fact, it's the only thing I get a grip on Hey little girl keep on smiling: Cause they don't want to hear you complaining You're a lucky girl Your life's so exciting So I'll keep on making bad jokes 'Cause you think I'm strong And it might be the way you like it Oh how I need you to like me... I have tried as hard as I can I have tried to go through 9 to 5 But I was like a train Between work and bars Never found out what I was traveling for Now I have my car But I ain't got no safe place to go I still hold my drink But I'm not as thirsty as before I have my voice But I heard lately that people Don't want to hear sad songs Every single place It's all the same to me Every single face I know it will be replaced By another smiley one Who will also be left soon Somewhere behind Hey little girl keep on smiling 'Cause they don't want to hear you complaining You're a lucky girl Your life's so exciting So I'll keep on making bad jokes 'Cause you think I'm strong And it might be the way you like it Oh how I need you to like me. So please now just don't count on me I can't handle it anymore And don't ask me why If you don't want me to lie But don't be alarmed Don't you see that I'm just down Just don't worry Soon I'll be back on the tracks Smilin'! 'Cause I'll get tired of complaining I'm a lucky girl And I'm doing exactly what I wanted So I'll keep on making bad jokes 'Cause I need to be strong It might be my only chance to get out of it And now I really need to make it !