N.O. Joe - I Just Wanna Die lyrics

Desperate Shouting: What can we do with all this f**ing pain? Somebody stop the pain! Verse 1: I finally look to paint a picture of my whole life And for me to end it would be so nice Somebody driving on this back street So I could leave my sh** all on the back seat Cause I don't love my life no more So I don't wanna fight no more I felt this way before but it died out So I shot my f**ing eye out Nobody understands me HELP But I don't understand my SELF I always find myself bein trapped And my d** that I take so I'm at That point in my motherf**in life Where I don't wanna live a f**in lie I just wanna die Chorus: I just wanna die Die I just wanna die Die Let's go on a journey Boldly go where no man has gone before Verse 2: Buckle up and lets take a ride I want you to watch me commit suicide We're headed for a place in a dark land In desperate search of that dark man But don't you move keep it right there I wanna bring you smooth into my nightmare Don't be afraid of watching life bleed Explore my every thought, come out and sightsee There's no man alive, that can promise breath But once we arrive, I can promise d**h And now were headed for the crossroads Gettin deeper in the lost coves And once we arrive Close your motherf**in eyes Cause I'm about to die Skit: Will wake up "What, what, what, what man" Damn you ain't been listenin man? This sh** is real, man, I don't give a f** will, you payin attention "just drive n***a, damn" You listenin, will its goin down, right f**in now Verse 3: I put the pistol to my temple See the bullet in the chamber co*ked it back and out of anger I pulled the crack, see the shells jump out the side Now I'm fallin back, I'm seein faces but they're all in black I'm hearin sounds but I can't hear I'm seein pictures in my head but they ain't clear My every picture flashed at full speed And now I'm feelin like I'm loosin my grips on all reality But my reality's a battle G And I was tired of havin talks with myself about mentality End it all I stand tall apparently I wasn't patient enough to hear the man Call So now I leave myself to strive or die, but I've lost all my hopes inside And I just wanna die Yo will wake the f** up "What, what, what, Man, Damn" Man I'm talkin about k**in myself man "Wanna k** yourself?" That's right I don't give a f** "Aight" What you think I'm playin Argument......gunshot.......car crash