Moonlight Awakening - Rainy Days lyrics

i'm looking out to the sun's reflective gaze i was once all alone on rainy days it was consuming the heart, the hope in me so i searched a cure to set me free the people spoke of disease that preys on all a theory that would suggest we've lost control and even with all my doubts i just a**umed that i would find satisfaction, be consumed all my addictions are so, oh so lovely in my prediction of time it's fantasy i have swallowed the pills that make me sane i am happy with hope and bound in chains so they say it rains today it doesn't matter anyway i know i don't think i'll ever see the tragedy that i turned out to be