Mindless Self Indulgence - This Hurts lyrics

Night falls In the dream You are falling As dark lightens (So much blood) Uh-oh, uh-oh, uh-oh, Yeah, yeah Oh, God I'm beautiful Oh, God I'm wonderful I'm marvelous, intelligent, So why doesn't that make me feel better? I need some more I need someone who's insecure I don't care who you are (Controlling you makes me better) This hurts me more than It will ever hurt you This hurts me more than It will ever hurt you (I struck her face until it ran blood) This will hurt you This will help me Help me hurt you! Uh-oh, uh-oh, uh-oh Yeah, yeah Oh, God I can't exist I need someone meaningless To justify my existence f**ing you will keep me alive But it never does And that's the way it always was Lovely ladies, maids of honor (f**ing you will make me stronger) This hurts me more than It will ever hurt you This hurts me more than It will This will help me Help me hurt you Oh God, I'm beautiful Oh, God I'm wonderful I'm marvellous, intelligent So why doesn't that make me feel better? (f**ing you will make me stronger) This will help me This will hurt you (f**ing you will make me stronger) This will help me Help me hurt you (Hurt me)