Martyr A.d. - A Suicide Note In Braille lyrics

Stab me in the heart again Once for love and twice for the past It seems days grow colder here Now that d**h is in the sky I've choked on these words And laid here rotting away I've sewn my eyes shut Waiting for the worm to turn As the clouds rest in the dirt With the ashes of angels wings Let this room shine like a star And let me forget to breathe Starve the parasite Laugh at me and twist the knife You are the picture of perfection And I am the filth From beginning to end It's the truth behind every word From a forked tongue that s**s out my life And fills in the grave a heart on a shelf As a reminder of sympathy Collecting dust as a trophy as it burns as it tricks Again you've severed your lifeline to me I rest in a bed of cedar wishing good night to my failures Driving nails through my hands Resting and restless Thrown down amongst the swine Once constructed as divine paralyzed by dignity And smothered by a memory Dear walls stare an*lyze me It lasted longer Pitiful me conscious to find nothing again A vile reality runs through my head And its fluctuating repiticiously in this hole Twice preserved I've failed