Lord Finesse - Forgive and Forget lyrics

[Verse 1] As I lay in bed Eyes heavier than lead I wanna finish life But it's had to get ahead Get a head start, you gotta jump your heart So get the cables ready And tell me when to start The only time she said we'd be apart was when I died But our ways parted, and here I am, still alive I wondered if you'd ever see me live again But all this sh** happened, you won't see me again Unless it's at my funeral, everyone's invited Everything went wrong and you're just trynna right it I hate it when we fight sh** gets awkward When I'm in Atlanta this sh** feel Hawkward (Laughs) Get it? Atlanta Hawks Our love was a fairy tale, jack and the beanstalk We knew it was there, but no one else believed it I guess it's true, ya gotta see it to believe it Uh, this is the life I wanna live Rappin' 'bout the past, and the f**s I don't give Also make amends, forgive and forget I want your forgiveness But I don't, so forget it [Verse 2] Would they miss me if I was gone? If I didn't release a song? Would she think twice about not waiting so long To tell me how she feel, and to tell me what's real Instead of feeding me lies to keep my hopes up high I, wish I hadn't f**ed a good thing up But if I hadn't f**ed up, would I still be f**ed up? That's a question only I would know 9 girls trippin', man it's time to go I hit the studio, and let out all my emotions But there ain't no controllin' Me when I'm in these moods Cause that's when I get my depression like attitude You say I'm bein' rude, but the demons are takin' over I need some luck, like a four leaf clover I wish that I was normal, not depressed I wish "God" would stop putting me through these f**ing tests Should I end it all? It's a question that comes to mind And I store it away And say it's for another time Would anybody cry if I just slit my wrists? Don't shed tears for me I'm just a f**in' piece of sh** [Verse 3] Ya say the sky's the limit Well I just hit the roof Ya say my sh**'s good Well let me see the proof Are you just saying this sh** so I don't do something stupid? These thoughts are in my head and it feels like they're loopin' Why do ya come at me and say I'm a lost cause? Sorry I'm not jolly all the time like Santa Claus But ya actin like a bad dog, from where ya got your paws Don't try to bring other people in our private sh** Don't tell him I'm the one you're arguin' with I don't feel like getting an everyday lecture Honey you were sweet until I got your nectar You got lots of pleasure From throwin' me around, like a beat up sweatshirt This ain't architecture, it's way more complex, I'm on to the next so get out of the picture.