Longfellow - Water lyrics

Sifting through the sand, Am I doing the right thing? I don't know. If she could see what I can, if only I could have her back. I should have seen this coming, but I was blinded by something. Nothing can help me now, I'm all alone again. I'm sorry that you feel this way, and I apologize for things I say. I do not want anybody else, you k**ed me before I could k** myself.