Larger Than Life - Sorry State lyrics

i wasted now i think of you why do i promote such self abuse? what should have been what we could have said doesn't matter now hit the road instead shut down back out refuse to let you see inside my heart is weak and oh so hazy confused me for the guy next door i saw your hand then felt the floor crawled inside to apologize you threw me out and then shut the door run out break up the sorry state i'm in all hope is gone cause you think i'm a big wimp