Joshua Epithet - CHRISTINGLE lyrics

[Chorus] All for the aesthetic Polaroid pictures Little Fruit gum and some mixtures I’m rewriting everything, no more scriptures Believe in me and I fly a distance All for the aesthetic Polaroid pictures Little Fruit gum and some mixtures I’m rewriting everything no more scriptures Believe in me and I fly a distance [Verse 1] Silver purple shampoo The place my fingers run through Nothing new, loving you Hate myself, you crumble too Professional help, that’s what I need My mother praying for me not to conceive That’s all she needs, more of me She can’t see what I’m trying to achieve Breathe my air, you can tell I’m scared Am I prepared to be unpaired? From my home and my friends You leave your zone, then you deceive your ends Try to make amends 20 years later over a Google search All of them gone, now dead in dirt All blame on me, because I chose to desert [Chorus] All for the aesthetic Polaroid pictures Little Fruit gum and some mixtures I’m rewriting everything, no more scriptures Believe in me and I fly a distance All for the aesthetic Polaroid pictures Little Fruit gum and some mixtures I’m rewriting everything no more scriptures Believe in me and I fly a distance [Verse 2] Maybe I’m just being dramatic But I really don’t wanna end up an addict Too many people here developed the habit Of smoking, snorting, inhaling outta packets Scared that caused mass panic My family tell me you better stay on the planet Or you end up face down on the granite Wishing and wondering, taking your life for granted The pills enchanted, the shotter candid The scars are branded, leave him stranded Just for a couple quid These men wit the flash cars man I know what they did You sold out the heart of my home before I could So in a way you actually did me good But if I saw ‘em man, I’d kill em where they stood Because at the end of the day, you still fu*ked up my childhood