Always remember to stop, take it all in Every deep breath i exhale, I'm grateful get Can't comprehend it Why would you want it Don't want you to soar They hope for your plummet Thats when you realize who loves Thats when you see their true colors Thats when you see holds grudges That when jumps to a**umption Pa**ing judgment With out thinking of ya Thats when its no interruptions Thats when its only me sulken Thats whens its lonely and solemn I don't know the problem but know that i got it Cause people around me are solid I'm needing correcting Just give me a second I need to refocus cause things that I'm doing Are easy to question I found me a purpose, but feel like I'm lost Pay for my mistakes, how much will they cost Thats when you see if your strong After you see that your wrong Thats when i think about god Thats when i think up these songs Feeling like I'm sinking in thoughts Can't switch them off Thats when i just turn and toss Thats when i can't connect dots Thats when i need it to stop But never does happen Thats when you give me my props Thats what you get when you're wrong Hope they don't take this all wrong Big fish in the smallest pond Ive got to the point they Mention opinions, they think that I'm actually on Small minded thinking Got me feeling iffy Why worry about the state of your rep in the state that you rep Its just one of the fifty Have to admit to that I'm scared I can't admit I'm prepared But can i admit that my prayers Selfish and always pertaining to something to I'm needing Or pleading of fear Have to admit its unfair Praying to get me to where i want Having to look in the mirror Wondering if this is just for my ego Or actually leaving a legacy here Don't want my error exposed Don't wanna become a joke Don't want my secrets disclosed Don't want my nieces to know Guess we'll just see how it goes That what you get when your on Praise it while you're on the fall Hate you until you are gone Like when they did mj wrong Why it take d**h to forgive and move on Zoned out, can't hear the noice Can't enjoy it, I'm too paranoid All these thought, till i hear a voice Says this all heres just to fill a voids Better wise up right here's your choice You can break down or keep your poise Buzz buzz interrupt from the phone See some stuff that i don't wanna know Gotta go Thats what you get when you're on