Joan Armatrading - Russian Roulette lyrics

I bring myself down by making the things up I imagine you gone Russian roulette Like dancing with d**h I carry on I'll take the blame I know I've got it wrong But if you high tail I just can't carry on The blood in my veins Runs thin when I think Are you with somebody Opening doors Moonlight love And the promise you promise The fear inside Is stronger than the truth It grows day by day By night time I'm confused Oh help me You can go on you can go on Can't go on You can go on you can go on I'm a prisoner in chains Confound these thoughts I could k** somebody Like a lamb Like a dove You lay down while I shout Accepting your fate I'll take the blame I know I've got it wrong But if you high tail I just can't carry on Oh help me You can go on you can go on Can't go on You can go on you can go on Oh help me You can go on you can go on I bring myself down by making things up I imagine you gone Russian Roulette Like dancing with d**h I carry on Oh help me You can go on you can go on Can't go on You can go on you can go on