Jason Howland - How I Am lyrics

[Professor Bhaer, sung] She asks how I am And so, how am I? My days are the usual day I wake up, I go out Time goes by My days are exactly the days I have lived since arriving here In fact, how I am is amazed how This comforts me year by year I work and I eat Life is muffins and jam The house is nice and quiet now That is how I am Five years in these rooms Reading Hegel and Kant My mind is devoted to thoughts On the meaning of life What more could I want? So why is it lately I find I'm uneasy all through the night? And why even now does my skin Feel explosive as dynamite? Why does my heart pound Like a battering ram? How can she ask me how I am? How I am is fine! “Dear Miss March, there is nothing Dramatic or new to report This will be short Morning and evening I live In my usual way On the day you return You will see for yourself Tell me Miss March, are you happy so far From the clang and the beat of our turbulent street? Quite often I think of our days in New York Though of course since you went I have been quite content." Ach! I wake in the morning And all that I hear Is the absence of sound Yes! My peace is disturbed But the ruckus is me As my thoughts run aground I wanted a life by myself in these rooms And now all around me another life looms Who asked her to come and to go And to leave me like that? And now she expects me to send her a note? With words, if I spoke, that would stick in my throat Who asked her to change how I live, how I think How I am? She asks how I am How can I reply I go through my daily routine I give lessons, I wait Time goes by Yet lately I find there is Pleasure in humming a silly tune And some days I go to the park And I sit there all afternoon Some evenings I swear I can hear a door slam The house is far too quiet now That is how I am