[Verse 1] Remember smoking weed with yo lil brother Matter fact n---a I use to call you my big brother Then you did some foul s--t and s-x with my sister Then threw it in my face in front the people on insta I ain’t gone speak on that disease that y’all gave to each other I take my lick and keep trucking Forever I keep it gutta So much love for my brother even though I ain’t give him nothing All the s--t he did for me I know he feeling like f--k me Remember my first time getting shot at, got a gun and start clutching Billy and Ray we was thugging All that night stealing sumthing You introduced me to them boys and i ain’t like them for nothing For some reason I’m still happy that Big B had stuck Missing Deno, man I really looked at dude like a brother Saw him in jail and ion’t know why but I had asked him to discover This for Brianna, never thought that we would change on each other My loyalty right here with Fat, but you still know that I love you Three3 remember you and Ben was the ones that was stunting I use to ain’t have no money, asked Monique I was bumming Ben told me “Mane you alway f-----g asking for something” Grandma had just died and nobody ain’t want give me nothing Stole your weed got on my grind I was tryna make me something I kept smoking all my pack, I couldn’t hustle for nothing Some s--t had came missing out your pack and you had put the blame on me Hurt me deep, you don’t never suppose to question your brother After all you did for me you think that I’ll steal from you? I had to distance myself, back through that North I was running I went to juvenile was looking at myself like a flunkie Through a windown I couldn’t see out all I heard was some thunder On the phone with Lashonda, she told me ashtray was dead on the corner Started saying to myself I gotta get out this jungle When them n----s k**ed my cousin mane that s--t made me wonder I keep a burner I refuse to let them boys put me up under [Hook/Chorus] Come pour up with a real n---a Light one up for them real n----s I know Boozilla still with me Yeah, I know Lil’ Dave still with me I know my grandma still with me, while I’m chasing after this mill ticket I know my grandma still with me, while I’m chasing after this mill ticket [Verse 2] I hop out get the busting before I let myself die Staring down the barrel like looking in your eye Take one mine I’ll make sure that we all cry Take one of mine I swear that we gon’ all cry Top shottah, big mon, big mon Top shottah, big mon, big mon Top shottah, big mon, big mon If I’m (?) we don’t spare none, spare none Dive in that water with no vest on Only thing I got is my (?) on Watch out I bet I stretch some Watch out I bet I stretch some See me in that Benz, hop out that Benz and they hating You can run up on me and gon’ catch one to the face (?) saw me and he went the other way I’m like what? what? we can do it anyday And they hating (?) saw me and he went the other way Like what? what? we can do it anyday I’m like whatup? we can do it anyday