Q'Raun - Bitter Perfection lyrics

(VERSE 1) Please lord forgive me my past Ain't nothing but trash How tragic that I ended up last But last shall be first I mean those were your words How clean that I be Look I came from the dirt I mean those were the worst Hungry waiting I'm for momma to bring home some food on the 1st Putting in work Make me the person She want me to be I still want her to be mine Shining I'm shining No way I'll be buying I'm prying I'm trying I'm climbing I'm rhyming My way to the top Where is the top ? Where do I start Started my rapping Before they made it lame I was Hackin in ball And that crack couldn't slang Take me to church Take me to church Putting in work Grinding I'm grinding My grand need a grand Grand ain't enough Granny said that's enough I was close to them that was n***as that's toting them guns 5 shots and 6shots your a** better run Them n***as they took me Them n***as they taught me I can be so much more don't fall in a robbery Don't let poverty rob me This Pottery ought to be why I'm a star Yes (Bridge) (VERSE 2) Lord give me a trip Exit the essence My present ain't treasured I need a knew me Need to believe That things will get better I just won't get better the cynic in me I just can not see The line waiting for silver lining I'm lying that sh** bets to be gold Bets to gold I'm calling it's ringing it's ringing Its ringing he put me on hold He came through before I'm losing no faith But the taste of this feeling So haste I need to replace this feeling of not being filled Bottled up pain drink these secrets in fear Bags on my eyes cause the money don't sleep But the cross by my side lords know that's I'm weak And I'm entering inside this introspective The intro to into the bloodiest treasure Let's measure how perfect you want me to be How perfect you want me to be ?