C-Jay - All By Myself lyrics

[Hook 1: CJay] I remember when you left me girl you left me by myself The love I felt for you I never felt for no one else I was hurt no doubt I tried to keep it to myself That's why I searched for someone who could ease the pain but no one helped For God's sake why should I partake in this heartbreak It's sunny outside but still I'm trapped in this dark place Left me cold-hearted I'm the modern day Scarface Speaking of... I don't believe in love; I lost faith The first time I gave you a kiss I gave you the dick You proved to me you wasn't prude, the next day I made you my b**h Our first week was difficult I swear it was hard to deal with you But on the real this sh** is contagious I caught the feels for you I used to cuss but that doesn't mean I'm an a**hole You were the queen of my castle, did everything that I asked for You looked mean, cooked, cleaned, s**ed and you f**ing swallowed Definitely I would stay , we f**ed like 3 times a day No... No... I remember when you left me girl you left me By myself... Imma let y'all digest that for a second Soon as the L word is introduced, bad sh** start happening Like the time you blamed me saying I caused that car accident But I gotta confess that I made a mistake too I should've never told you my mother said not to date That broke your heart into pieces, your tung was caught you was speechless You held it in, this sh** was almost a secret I ain't gon lie I felt guilty had me all apologetic Said I'm sorry but you would holler forget it I can't with you I can't with you Got dammit boo I had plans with you Can't stand the truth but what can I do? Besides me proving that I'm the man for you? It's understandable but tell me why you gotta be so stubborn All independent like n***a I don't need your loving You made your point but b**h I don't wanna be yo husband Catch yo a** today imma make you deep throat something I got to move I got to move on move on I chased you 4 months I got to move on move on [Hook 2: CJay]