Hortus Animae - Chamber Of Endless Nightmares lyrics

Pest or ghosts, I cannot know Haunted my skin, flesh and bones Infested my veins, poisoned my blood Made me grope deep inside the mud Made me blind and made me deaf The mark to the ox, my Taw/Aleph I couldn’t see them, they couldn’t see me Although we lived as one, in company Through spider webs filtered pale rays And reached the dark of every place I have felt the sickness, vomited it out The flouting mangy old rooks flew up Giving shapes back before my eyes I desired the d**h of such petty flies Have I gotten rid of all the stains that decorated my mind I spit my rage by heavy rains I wash my wounds, eliminate I swear I won’t forget this time The most lone hours ever Sleepwalking through the dead of night While particles do sever I swear I won’t forget this time The most lone hours ever The scattered ashes of my life Keep floating through the never I spit my rage by heavy rains I wash my wounds, eliminate I spit my rage by heavy rains Withdraw the dirt while I elate I swear I won’t forget this time The most lone hours ever Sleepwalking through the dead of night While particles do sever I swear I won’t forget this time The most lone hours ever The scattered ashes of my life Keep floating through the never Crimson waves wreaking over I become the fire I held within Boiling blood spilling over From the fiery lake of my Abyss Immense cracks getting larger The hungry jaws of the Apocalypse Cold breath whipping stronger Storming comes my scourging bliss What have you all done What the hell have I done What have we all done I couldn’t guess the gift of sight Would be the curse during my nights My endless nightmares, loneliness Alone in my chamber I dream of them I feel as dead as they are now So why to see if my eyes close down My livid wrath I repudiate As in solitude one can’t create I couldn’t guess the gift of sight Would be the curse during my nights My endless nightmares, loneliness Alone in my chamber I dream of them I feel as dead as they are now So why to see if my eyes close down The good old darkness they infected me with Keeps resounding in my memories I swear I won’t forget this time The most lone hours ever Sleepwalking through the dead of night While particles do sever I swear I won’t forget this time The most lone hours ever The scattered ashes of my life Keep floating through the never