Horse The Band - Manateen lyrics

I feel like I'm becoming A bu*terfly Or a golden bee My smiles like razor blades When I smile it cuts bloody deep My body is in the magazines My face on the TV My voice on the radio That's me in my dreams But when I open my eyes I see I'm a piece of sh*t! A WORTHLESS COWARD A VAPID who*e A MORAL-LESS REFUGEE COVERED IN SORES A BLITHERING SEA COW LOST IN ITS DREAMS NOBODY LIKES ME, YEAH NOBODY WANTS ME AT ALL NOBODY LIKES ME, YEAH Wet blue world-- it fills me up I find I'm deep inside Waves crash and I breathe water But I haven't died I won't come up I won't come up for air I won't come up I won't come up for air .....and beneath the waves I hide my head in darker waters And nobody sees .....I cut myself And hope to draw you in But even sharks pa** by Someone please explain All alone I'm growing colder Laughter like cancer over my shoulder Mirrors like hatchets to the wound of my face You know I'm a complete..... I'M A COMPLETE DISGRACE I'M NOT A MANATEEN I'M NOT A MANATEEN JUST LEAVE ME ALONE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE .....and beneath the sea I give up and I descend And I'm finally free ...and in the end Wet blue world-- fills me up Fills me deep inside Waves crash and I breathe water But I haven't died NEVER WITH FURIOUS POISON IN MY HEART WILL I RETURN FROM THE DARKER WATERS I LET THE TIDE TEAR ME APART NEVER WITH FURIOUS POISON IN MY VEINS WILL I RETURN FROM THE DARKER WATERS I WONT HOLD MY BREATH AND WAIT FOR CHANGE I DIE IT'S A SUICIDE MY BODY SWALLOWED BY THE DEEP BLUE ABYSS AND INTO THE ENDLESS TIDE I won't come up I won't come up I won't come up for air tonight I won't come up I won't come up I won't come up for air tonight Cold And all alone I held my own But now I give up