Hallows Eve - Suicide (live) lyrics

I took the pills that made me fast to speed my brain future is past Rapid pulsations upon my heart pulsing my blood from part to part Suicide I'm still living suicide I'm still giving To suicide I bring the gas to suicide I give my a** Open the can I huff the fume ah, to me it is perfume To suicide I swear an oath the human race I do loathe Now I drive reckless speed with suicide I take the lead I wish I had never been born my own past hear me mourn Arm in arm I walk with d**h crazed words on my last breath