Evanescence - Self Esteem lyrics

Originally by The Offspring I wrote her off for the tenth time today And practiced all the things I would say But she came over I lost my nerve I took her back and made her desverve Now I know I'm being used That's okay man cause I like the abuse I know she's playing with me That's okay cause I've got no self esteem Oh yeah, yeah, yeah We make plans to go out at night I wait till 2 then I turn out the light All this rejection's got me so low If she keeps it up I just might tell her so When she's saying all that she wants only me Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends When she's saying all that I'm like a disease Then I wonder how much more I can spend Well I guess I should stick up for myself But I really think it's better this way The more you suffer The more it shows you really care; Right? Yeah! Now I'll relate this little bit That happens more than I'd like to admit Late at night she knocks on my door She's Drunk again and looking to score Now I know I should say no But that's kind of hard when she's ready to go I may be dumb but I'm not a dweeb I'm just a s**er with no self esteem Oh yeah, yeah, yeah When she's saying all that she wants only me Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends When she's saying all that I'm like a disease Then I wonder how much more I can spend Well I guess I should stick up for myself But I really think it's better this way The more you suffer The more it shows you really care; Right? Yeah!