Emmet - Kaldeidoscope lyrics

I took a drink, I spit it up I went to the sink To was the bitter dreams that clung to the cup And then I swallowed I took a breath and then I died I couldn't filter all the filth that got inside And that's when I died Like is a kaleidoscope I built it all, I burned it down So I could start back from the top So I can change it when I get back to this part It wasn't very smart Were you there, you said you would be Did you care, who was I kidding