Ela Orleans - The Sky and the Ghost lyrics

I kept myself away from my mess Try to fall in the deepest sea And such good balls with all good Sadness, that's the only friend I want To keep The beam of sun is south found into air I turn around and you were in, burning I turned around and you were gone I switched the light on that I'm turned Light on Waiting by the trails I've lost my mind Please oh god, oh please be very kind For I'm tired day ??? thinking For I'm tired right I can't keep drinking I try to turn the silence into words Your questions and my answers light a fire And I watch your lightning turn to side, dawn Silver sun was breathing out the ghost of clouds