East West - Down lyrics

Hiding behind the walls that I've fashioned here in hindsight, Keeping up the mask of the lies that have scarred my life tearing apart my flesh, for my flesh I feel this k**ing spree Now that you've gone and said it boy, can't you keep from dealing me, Talking about the other times, thought that I'd set you free, Saving the flesh to k** the spirit Down, Down, finding my way around Down, Down, turning my life around All of my life I've tried to get away from this, Talking about the way that I can sabotage my play, Now I stand here, another broken life come on boy, get up or get real Taking another look at the reality I've made, do I get up, to get up, or do I crumble Learning to face my fears, with God by my side come on boy, get up or get down Trying to keep this failure in my life to a minimum doing it by myself and the fear becomes a synonym Trying to forget the reason for all this pain come on boy get up or get real Giving away this Hell that I began to call my life starting to see an ending to the frailty of strife kneeling down fave first before the cross come on boy get up or get real.